wisteria is my favorite flower because it reminds me of myself beautiful fragile everywhere at one moment and nowhere the next unbeknownst when it will appear or leave a purple mystery
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they told me
not to write about them not to start it off with “they said they loved me but i say they don’t” so i won’t i’ll begin instead with: they said they wanted the best for me yet they tried to confine me to a box a mold of what they wanted me to be but i say i don’t fit in your template nor do i want to and i can’t be somewhere that tries to force me into a place i’m not this is goodbye i hope you treat the next unconventional personality better than you treated me you want me
to fake it pretend smile force interaction a model of happiness you think it will help me pull me from the sadness improvement by opposite but when they find me dead by my own hand in six months don’t ask why because you’ll know it was your fault the faking an overbearing reminder of what i don’t have a taunt of my lack of bliss and if you had just left me alone instead of forcing your unqualified uneducated opinion on me then i’d still be alive but no you had to impose a mask upon me driven by selfish ambition to give the impression that all is rainbows & joy just because you live with your head in the clouds doesn’t mean others don’t struggle so do everyone a favor and keep your mouth shut about things you know nothing of because while faking it may work for you it will be the end of me and i refuse to hurt myself just to satisfy your ego he didn't ask
just took he didn't wait just left he didn't love me just led me along like a dog on a leash eager for attention excited to be with him but getting nothing in return on the other hand you didn't take just asked you didn't leave just waited you didn't lead me on but loved me like someone who truly saw my worth and that made all the difference they say
i have a "true friend" in you because you stuck your neck out spoke up in order to "help me" despite knowing i'd be enraged with you but i say you don't get to play the role of humble martyr because all you did was hurt me and if you were really my "true friend" you would have come to me first but you didn't so now you've lost the right to associate yourself with me in any fashion goodbye i've forgotten about you already |
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